Our baby was still very tiny, and healthy--the hcg levels were strong. It is sad to have lost a baby so young, because we don't know if it was a boy or girl, we don't know who the baby would have become, and we couldn't even see the baby yet. But God cares about every person, no matter how small. How strange to mourn someone you never met.

We found out 10/25/2010 we were expecting baby #2. We were so excited and after having a perfect pregnancy with our first daughter we had no reason to worry... But then I began having awful cramping and bleeding a few days later. On 11/08/2010 I was diagnosed with a Cervical Ectopic Pregnancy at 5 weeks 4 days pregnant and was told I would have to basically abort my baby. :-( I am Pro-Life, so to be faced with this decision has just added more guilt and sorrow to my heart and soul.

 

I will always love you, and will be with you again one day my sweet baby.

<3 Mommy

John Eric Sturch

passed away on

November 18, 1983,

to be in Paradise with Jesus.

 

 Although, I never got to see your little body, I can still remember feeling you moving around, (even though my OBGYN doctor told me you were a cyst & I did not know I was pregnant until after my "exploratory" surgery). I thank the Lord that he let me have a very real dream of you in Heaven around the time of what would be your 18th birthday! You looked so handsome; just like your father. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of you. I cannot wait to see you one glorious day and give you a great big hug & kiss. Save a place for me ...

 

With all my love,

your Mother

Our sweet baby was 5 weeks and 1 day old when Mommy and Daddy had to make the hardest decision of our lives. Im sorry

the doctors could not find you they did everything in their power so I could see you one time. I think thats the hardest part is not knowing what really happened to you sweet baby.

Just know my dear Baby Cooey we love you and forever will.

D&J Stone baby

 

Someday we will hold you in our arms in heaven.

Little Mack

2-28-09

 

We loved you from the first moment. There isn't a day goes by that I don't think of you. I'm sorry we can't hold you in our arms. We love you so much. You live forever in our hearts.

 

Love Mommy & Daddy & Tigger